Big Sighs

1st Sigh

Aihhh....Jam di lappy menunjukkan 1.10am. Mata mcm x mengantuk, tp plan nk tdo dh cuz the next day got class yg byk kali aku ponteng last week gara2 aktiviti yg sgt best. 5 out of 8 classes aku x pegi last week. (sigh, m gonna die). Nasib baik sarah bagi pinjam MC kosong. So td aku dh buat photocopy utk MC last week. Esok cane nk hadapi lecturer ni.... Big Sigh

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2nd Sigh

Aihhh..Malasnya nk pegi kelas esok. Only few days left before the final. My aim is, starting tomorrow i dont want to skip the class anymore (harapan menggunung) haha. Tonite, nuthin much had been done. Bgn dr tdo ptg td dlm kul 6 lebeh (tgh tdo byk gell msg and got 1 called from kak dira). Maghrib mandi n afta mandi kemas rumah sket2 sbb Baba ngn Mama dh nk smpi dr kampung. Mkn sket n g buat photocopy utk MC. Mlm ni xkuar mana2 sbb 1. Penat dan 2. Teman ukur jalan still on his way from kampung. So mlm yg very average... Big Sigh

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3rd Sigh

Aihh...Satu hari ni langsung xdpt kuar even contact Rai. Think positive. Maybe die xsihat lagi kot sampai nk angkat call n reply msg pun x boleh. Sian kat Rai, suppose smlm die join steamboat. Tgh mkn2 dgn makhluk2 Tuhan yg paling seksi di perut (u know urselves betta), Rai call, ckp die demam. That time die kat klinik with her father... Semoga cpt sembuh ye.. I Miss u syg... Big Sigh

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4th Sigh

Aihh.. idk want happen to me lately ni.. always think of si dia...dont ask me why. Cause i dont have the answer. Mungkin rindu kot. Plan nk call n msg, tp....tah la weyh.. And amazingly, my close fren shares the same feeling lately... Haha.. donno wut to do next. Just hope things will be fine as before.. if we are meant to b togetha (regardless as wut), m happy and believe that u will always be in my heart foreva. I think Ive done my part. Thx for those who supported me before and also thx for the advises. Just let the time decide everything. If the faith says our relationship will remain as what we are having now, i cant say anything..terserah.. Big Sigh

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p/s: Jam menunjukkan pukul 1.30am. Still cant sleep. There are a lot of things in my head rite now...Big Sigh for Big Boy.. Aiihhhh.......... (listening to The Power of Love by Celine Dion)